HOW DO YOU LET YOUR ENEMY IN?

What motivates me of leaving my previous job is not the difficulty of the job but the people around me (I don't want to named names!). Everybody knows that any kind of work affixed with hardships. How to deal with hardships? That would be your RESPONSIBILITIES.

Not to brag, I can deal with so much pressure as long as its part of my duties, but being pressured by peers, which makes me, worries. Yes, I was been strained by rumors, I was once questioned with my values and my name was been stained by FEW whom I taught professionals, a level-headed (sayang, nirespeto ko pa naman sila!)

I’ve heartily whittled it for six months, promised myself that I will quit the job after the school year ends and then I did. After I got the position as one of the CI in one of the largest Computer School in the country, I realized that their still a tinge of resentment for those FEW from my previous workplace, maybe because I didn’t have the chance to clear my name and talk to the FEW who affronted me.

But then I realized why should I care? They were just FEW. Why should I think too much about them, of what they say? They’ve done enough. It’s time for me to heal the wounds of yesterday instead; I should be thankful for those FEW, that because of them I’ve found true friends, true professionals (saan?), on my current workplace.

My insight with regards to my experience is I am worrying too much, that was my true ENEMY. From the start of the situation, I am worried of what everyone says, I’m worried on every action I made that might give them something to feast about! That’s why, WORRY never contributes anything positive. It’s a circular thought pattern that only leads to more worry, and in the end it leaves you with a knot in your stomach and no plan action---- but on your easiest way out (which you think would be the best thing to do!).

So Guys! When you hear the knock, knock, knock of worry at your door, don’t answer. Instead pray to GOD, he knows everything, he knows the truth. Ask for help. Trust GOD. He will lead you to good solution and stationed His peace like a guard outside your heart to keep WORRY off the premises.

Like HE did to me! Worry-Free! Hatred-free! So happy and contented!

So much loved,

Sweetsheng :>

FOREWORD

WHAT A DREAM COME TRUE! (party!) It's been two years of wanting to start posting my write ups online... hehehe... (super saya!) I'm overwhelmed that I've been sitting in front of my unit and typing my ever first piece.... the FOREWORD! (parang libro!).

Well, I wanted to express my gratitude to our Almighty Father for giving me patience, to my friends, loved ones and to my special someone (uhmmm!) for the support, to AMA Computer College for giving me the opportunity to work inorder for me to earned and paid my everyday expenditure (and credits!).

To PLDT for my connection (of course!) and to myself, for not giving up and for mantaining a good health ...

Well...well...well.. So this would be the start of our journey. Hope I could catch your interest and hope that you will find a time of glancing my everyday venture. This will serve as my journal. I'm open for some comments and messages from you guys!

Thanks ahead and may you have a wonderful day!

Love lots!!!:),

sweetsheng :>